The Only Exception

Love.

It's weird that word up above. You cannot predict and when you find it. You spend your entire life trying to find it when they are just in front of you without you realizing it.

Some of you might wonder why I married a different guy when my boyfriend is a different person. Well to set the facts straight, I meet my hubby during two years back in 2008. Funny at that time it never came across my mind that this person will be my future husband now in 2011. I only had a few conversations only related to work and notice that he was using hard rock id tag as well.

As most of you are aware I’m was happily in a relationship back then with my bf now ex and though we will end up together forever. After a few bad relationship before I thought well this is it. Maybe it will work this time. Our friends get along fine we are one of the couple people look up to back then for inspirations. Well too much of inspiration will not do good I guess? Hmm.

Then there’s this project which requires me to travel all over Malaysia and with the assign PM (Hubby). As we travel together we share common interest in music and life. I don’t know how it happened (we still figuring out who fall for whom first). Well this is where they said if you fated for each other.

It’s not easy for me to tell my bf back then that I have fallen for someone else. He noticed it first and asked me why I am acting different. Just for you to know my head was a mess - to stick to my current bf, or to go with my new found love? I’m sorry that I have to hurt him so bad. The reason I stop writing is also because of this. I don’t want to hurt him more knowing about my new found happiness. If you think I don’t feel bad, I do. If you think I don’t care, I always ask for updates. Knowing he is doing fine makes me happy. I do hope he’ll find his soul mate one day.

Hmm Soul-mate. What a funny word. I’m never a keen believer of it. In my head back then soul-mate definition would be a couple who can compromise each other. Well it’s beyond that. At one point to you just want to slap yourself to get back to reality. It’s worth waiting and searching for and I never regret making a big decision my life. Well hubby proposed to me one month after. Six months later we are happily married.

You rock my world baby and like we always say to each other

-Love you sampai tua-